i know i just feel stupid because i believed him && i feel even more stupid because despite everything that happened i still want to be with him. it like he made me fall for him just to do this to me . its not fair,IT NOT FAIR how he can do what ever and not feel anything or even take into consideration of my feelings

good morning. at this exact moment i’m laying next to the mexican waiting for him to get up. I spent the night at his house && we had fun. No we didnt fuck, (janay now owes me a dollar} .. this is one of the wildest things i’ve ever did. &&& AT 10:30 IM GOING TO GET UP&& GET READY FOR WORK. i feel cool :) ihad a sleepover